Geez. 600+ deviations. I'm never going to get through all these.
On the otherhand it looks like I have about 2 unread comments? Meh...

Just bummin around. Fall has been so hectic most of it is already gone. On the upside of that, it's kept my seasonal depression mostly at bay. My grandmother died very suddenly in Sept and we spent alot of time going through her stuff. As a result I now have a Kenmore 1960's sewing table that I plan to put into use. It's about time I start sewing again.

Diego is moving closer to me. I found a barn within 20 minutes of my house and I'm thrilled. I've been at Leslies for going on 10 years now and the hour drive is just too much. I want to be close to my horse when something goes wrong, or when I'm sad. He's family.

And in other news I managed to acquire a boyfriend over the fall. I met him in Feb under some not so great circumstances (didn't like him - thought he was a jerk). By summer we started spending more time together to see if there was any chance it could be something long term, or if it was just a momentary intrest on our parts. Turned out long term it seems. It's been many years since I was in a relationship, I have a way of locking myself up. It's absoluately terrifying being open again. I couldn't ask for a better partner though. He loves me to death and tries his hardest to flow with my various issues, personality flaws and incosistances (okay so maybe he confronts that last one). He's kind and caring and generally good hearted, if alittle rough around the edges.


I suppose I'll update again when I have more to update.
How has everyone else been?

Scamp.

Hello all.

I've been a long time out of contact but I haven't left completely.

Recently music and costuming have taken up a significant amount of my time. Music more at this point than costuming since I'm dead broke all the time (not by lack of budgeting but simply from lack of MONEY and too many bills). -_-

I've recently gotten some new software and a few things that're kicking my rear back into digital drawing though. I'd like to start posting my art again...

In the meantime if any of my watchers or friends around here want my contact info to keep in touch comment or send me a note.


Later ~

Scamper


Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told...
Every thought - the music I write...
Everything, a Wish for the Night.

Just another random journal to get the super long quiz off my front page. Haven't been posting much art obviously, my more traditional mediums are stored away at the moment.
I'm doing alot more sewing/costume design and research into cosplay for Dragon Con this year (Only a month away! ^_^) There are actually some pretty talented cosplayers on DA it seems.
Also I've come across a group in which a few members are professional or semi historical reenactors. I'm gonna be learning alot about costuming/clothing/sewing it seems in the future.

Anyways, not to bore you all. I do miss the DA crowd even though I barely keep in touch.
As for the rest of the family ~ Diego is doing fine. Little age on him nowdays but he's happy I'm riding him regularly.
The ferrets are happy as always, but alittle miffed that my new job has kept me from playing with them at night...

Anyways, ta for now

~Scamp

So I've been tagged by

(beware - this is long)

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THE RULES!

1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal

Heck with the rules...


[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.

[*] I think I'm ugly sometimes.

[*] I have many scars.

[*] I tan easily.

[*] I wish my hair was a different color. red. Wish it matched me on the INSIDE

[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

[ ] I have a tattoo. Not yet

[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. Aren't we all?

[*] I have/I've had braces. I could tell you some nightmare stories....

[ ] I wear glasses.

[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[*] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. I was 14. Freaked me out royally

[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.

[*] I have piercing in places besides my ears. Should be INSTEAD of my ears

[*] I have freckles. -- On my arms, when I get sun

[*] I hate my dad. ...

[ ] I hate my mom.

[*] I have a brother.

[ ] I have a sister.

[*] I've sworn at my parents. It's been awhile though

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.

[*] My biological parents are together.

[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.

[ ] I want to have kids someday. Heavens no

[ ] I've had children.

[ ] I've lost a child.

[ ] I'm in school.

[*] I have a job. 2...actually

[*] I've fallen asleep at work/school.

[*] I almost always do my homework.

[*] I've missed a week or more of school.

[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.

[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.

[ ] I've stolen something from my job.

[ ] I've been fired.

[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.

[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.

[*] I've peed from laughing. It happens

[*] I've snorted while laughing. tends to happen more than I'd like to admit

[*] I've laughed so hard I've cried.

[*] I've glued my hand to something.

[*] I've had my pants rip in public.

[*] I was born with a disease/impairment. Eczema is a skin disease. And apparently I have a mild heart murmer. My allergies are my biggest impairment though. OH! And being short!

[*] I've gotten stitches/staples. ....

[*] I've broken a bone. fractured toe

[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.

[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.

[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.

[ ] I had a serious surgery.

[*] I've had chicken pox.

[ ] I was born in a different country.

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.

[*] I've been on a plane.

[ ] I've been to Canada. Not yet

[ ] I've been to Mexico.

[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.

[ ] I've been to Japan.

[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] I've been to Europe.

[ ] I've been to Africa.

[*] I've gotten lost in my city. In "teh Hood" no less...great place to get lost in Atlanta..the hood...

[ ] I've seen a shooting star.

[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.

[*] I've seen a meteor shower.

[*] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. Do it on a regular basis. What's the big deal?

[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[*] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. A fair warning to men - you do NOT I repeat NOT want to sleep in the same bed as me

[ ] I've been to a casino.

[ ] I've been skydiving.

[*] I've gone skinny dipping. Workin on that

[ ] I've played spin the bottle.

[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[ ] I've crashed a car.

[*] I've been Skiing.

[*] I've been in a play.

[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.

[*] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.

[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.

[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.

[*] I've played chicken.

[*] I've played a prank on someone. I live for freakin people out

[*] I've ridden in a taxi.

[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] I've eaten sushi. Fish. Ew.

[ ] I've been snowboarding.

[*] I'm single. Not that it should matter to you

[ ] I'm in a relationship.

[ ] I'm engaged.

[ ] I'm married.

[ ] I've gone on a blind date.

[*] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. It's 50/50

[*] I miss someone right now. More than they know...

[*] I have a fear of abandonment.

[ ] I've gotten divorced.

[*] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. Story of my life

[*] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. One ex. Said it too soon. Big mistake.

[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.

[ ] I'm bi.

[ ] I'm gay.

[ ] I've had sex.

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.

[-] I am a cuddler. Depends on the time, place and person

[*] I've been kissed in the rain. Don't ask. If I think about it I'll cry.. =/

[ ] I've hugged a stranger.

[ ] I have kissed a stranger

[*] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.

[*] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.

[*] I've snuck out of my house. Do it frequently. Sneaking is fun, you should all try it

[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.

[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. Who knows

[*] I've cheated while playing a game.

[*] I've cheated on a test.

[*] I've run a red light. Hey, it was last week and I had to pee. I couldn't sit through another light - I'd been in traffic for an HOUR

[ ] I've been suspended from school.

[*] I've witnessed a crime.

[*] I've been in a fist fight.

[ ] I've been arrested.

[*] I've consumed alcohol. Twice. Disgusting stuff. I'd rather drink Draino.

[ ] I regularly drink.

[ ] I've smoked weed.

[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.

[ ] I've eaten shrooms.

[ ] I've popped E.

[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.

[ ] I've done hard drugs.

[*] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[*] I can't swallow pills. I have trouble with them

[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. Self Diagnosed

[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. Self Diagnosed

[*] I shut others out when I'm depressed. Sometimes

[ ] I take anti-depressants.

[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.

[*] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.

[*] I've hurt myself on purpose.

[*] I've woken up crying.

[*] I'm afraid of dying. Maybe alittle sometimes. Mainly the pain factor

[ ] I hate funerals.

[*] I've seen someone dying.

[*] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

[*] I've planned my own suicide.

[ ] I've attempted suicide.

[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[*] I own an iPod or MP3 player.

[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.

[*] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything. I still have Rudolph and Bambi

[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.

[*] I know what cosplay means.

[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. Are you insane?

[*] I own something from Hot Topic.

[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[*] I own something from The Gap.

[*] I own something I got on e-bay. See above, lol. And many many more

[ ] I own something from Abercrombie. Never

[*] I can sing well. Occasionally

[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.

[ ] I open up to others easily.

[ ] I watch the news.

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.

[ ] I curse regularly.

[*] I sing in the shower. Till my brother commented on my singing...

[ ] I am a morning person.

[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.

[*] I'm a snob about grammar. Occasionally

[ ] I am a sports fanatic.

[*] I twirl my hair. Sometimes

[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[ ] I love being neat.

[ ] I love Spam.

[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.

[*] I bake well.

[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.

[*] I've worn pajamas to school.

[ ] I like Martha Stewart.

[*] I know how to shoot a gun.

[ ] I am in love with love.

[*] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[*] I laugh at my own jokes.

[*] I eat fast food weekly.

[ ] I believe in ghosts. Spirits yes, ghosts, no.

[*] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. .

[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. Can't sleep if there's a roach in the room

[*] I am really ticklish. Depends

[ ] I love white chocolate.

[*] I bite my nails.

[*] I play video games.

[*] I'm good at remembering faces.

[ ] I'm good at remembering names.

[*] I'm good at remembering dates.

[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. -

[*] I loathe lables. Shove me in a box that's too small, put a pretty bow on top and label me like everyone else. Moron. I hate "labels"

[*] I like action movies.

[ ] I like horror movies.

[*] I like chick flicks. Depends

[*] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.

[*] I can't spell. -

[*] I treasure my friends. -

[*] I think of others before myself. Try to

[*] All of those are answered honestly.

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Hmm. So I missed my 5,000th page view it seems...

I admit. I need some fresh art. Been doing more textile and photography art lately than drawing.
my scanner died...again. Would you believe it? But I have a new one. (again)


2007 was interesting. A few life changing meetings and experiences... Hopefully 08 will continue in that trend (the good part).


[Oh and PS> Happy birthday to me. And 4 whole days of vacation. YaY]


More to come.